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Has it all been preparation? How profound of a change am I making? Events set in motion in the previous months are about to go from being possibilities and hypothetical situations and head straight to reality. I feel like there is a wall of light in the near future. What’s on the other side is unknown and can only be guessed at. One can step through the wall, but there is no going back once the choice is made. You can try to return to the previous state of being, but the situation has been altered, your perspective has been altered, and the views of others will have been altered also. In reality, nothing is steady state, nothing is static, the lives of you and those around you are continually changing, but the rate is small enough that you often don’t notice until you pause and look back over a long period. So why does the approaching future feel like a tipping point? It is an alteration of course, not just going with the constant rate of change, but accelerating it by choice. A conscious decision to not just go with the current of life but attempt to steer myself within it. There are times to let things happen and there are times to make things happen. Whether one chooses to be active or passive, they cannot stop change around them and within them. The changes around you determine what type of world you will live in. The changes within determine your nature, your identity, your soul. Both are largely a matter of circumstance, but nonetheless are still somewhat within your power to direct. I feel like I’ve been a passive type for most of my life, going wherever life takes me. In the last few months I’ve gone active. I’m not sure how things will turn out, I hope I haven’t become impatient. I guess I’ll find out on the other side.